Azam tahun baru =D

I was wondering what makes me so emotion unstable yesterday and early today.. it was the same reason and it happend almost every month for girls... ehem..=_=.. well,put that aside..~

For me, kematangan is something to do w/ how you look at things.. like.. I believe manusia tu fitrah dia sukakan bende yg baik. so, bebaru ni aku rasa cam looser klau buat jahat.. how to say.. cth, ble aku buang2 masa ker dgn bende tak faedah, or tak belajar, terlebih main, and byk gelak, and terlibat dgn bende2 langho... different from before.... I felt exceptionally annoyed and guilty if I DID ANY OF THOSE. takdela aku nak bajet aku ni matang~ haha.tp bila dah umur2 begini, aku cam dapat rasakan the way I think is kinda different.. kadang aku rs aku cam lambat matang sket dr kengkwn aku yg len.haha~

wutever~

Recently.. I met my old frens, they said I've SERIOUSLY changed alot =_=, like gettin thinner, or taller..=_=.. or may be cuz of my style?? ah~ .. honestly, I never care bout my appearance until I joined HM221 family~After that, I felt a bit conscious bout my style and fashion..ehem.. then I realised, I've changed.. not much, but lil by lil. yeah..and only ppl who have known me before can see that.. It make me feel good, cuz i think the change was for good.. I hope.insyaAllah =)

BUT.. that's NOT the MAIN point.. The most important thing.. the inner self of mine.personality, the way i talk, that has CHANGED.. Hmm.. I can't say it properly here, but somehow I think .."this way is cool, and calm.. Im so grateful that Allah had given me chance to change.." But, when u change, there's a price for that.. ppl come and go, and only special ppl and accepting u truly will remain with u.. =)

Today's funny story.. haha.. I dunno, may be cuz i LIKE TO BEfriend w/ ppl that are younger than me, somehow,  i feel young too.*perasan jap*. so, we went for a muvi.. weird one.i rgretted it.=_=.. totally.. For the frst time i leave the hall w/ the unfinish muvi (i regret it cuz I shud've leave even lot earlier than 1st half.=_=)..oh well.. funny thing, the staffs tot we were under 18 =_=.. funny funny.. when they check aida's IC and even repeated our birthyear TWICE (Shock I guessed).. hahaha..
well. im not even surprised..cuz it happened to me before.. awet muda, biasalah kan.. HAHAHA..but aida's expression was EPIC... Some of my frens even being mistaken as PRIMARY STUDENTS..... the harsh reality xD

Azam tahun baru nih~!
1) 4.00
2) menghargai masa
3) kurangkan ketawa
4) bykkan membaca bende ILMIAH
5) meningkatkan penggunaan diri kepada masyarakat utk perkara yg baik2
6) kurangkan beban ibubapa...
7) menjaga solat (khusyuk, awal waktu, wudu lebih sempurna..)
8) bedah Al-Quran and amalkan ~
9) menjadi gadis yg lebih ayu luaran n dalaman.........*haha*
10) sentiasa memperbaiki hbgn dgn Allah terutamanya.
11) menjaga tutur kata, and hbgn dgn manusia.
12) Lebih berani, yakin, sensitive dgn keadaan sekeliling, and responsible.