Pehh.. and so, it was the last day of my sem 4.. wee...another semester has passed.T_T.sob3... Final year is approaching..hmmm...
As usual, we ended up being the last who finished paper..tourism information planning..damn hard..T_T.tsk.tsk..I had a baddd feling over this..but it's okay.. like someone said.. 'Ini smua dunia..' hohohohohohohooho~
The funny thing was.. Heheheheehe.. How do I say this.. my 2 other lucky chingus. aigoo...these two friends are so in lovey dovey mode..sob3.. rasa nanaes ble tgk dorang berpisah smlm.. jeles sket pun ada.hehe.. tp sayu pun da...mesti dorang rindu2 nanti...hohohoho....*mcm gelak jahat pun ada.=_=*
Anyway, they'll meet again next sem..so, not a big deal.ugh *ini smua poyos~* =.='
I decided to go crazey, so we ended up doing a late night project..hahahahaha.. mmg berangin je udara kat melaka malam tadi..sayu sgt sgt... and waktu kami 3 org jalan2 at jonker w/ Koko and his scandal(our senior).. my heart rs sayuuuu gilaaaa. hahahaha. wae wae wae????
Anyway, life must look depan, no look belakang2.okeh? hehe
So today, balik2 melaka, trus lepak w/ my cutest crazey dongseng, ayachan..haha..since I ady promised to dateu with her, and no other time would be the best, so i decided to do straight there..lol..tak sempat2 nak balik rumah, trus merayap*bagusss*=_=
Well, who knows... ada it expo.. hehehehehe.. heaven~ lucky! so many things.. so many things I wana buyyyy.. You might think I'm weird, but... compared to clothes, I enjoyed gadget shopping more..=_=.. well.. may be because I can't wear any cloth just I want, regardless of the price?? But it's not all, because I think I like cosmetic shopping too and recently I'm so into BAG.=_=.. hmm. weird.. so many interests I had..Don't u think so??? But don't worry.food shopping will still be number one xDDDD
*I was thinking to bring back my financial strict planning or someone gonna go bankrupt soon before she got married!!" =_=
And.. yeah. Lucky me and ayachan got to see Fuiiying and Sam...*__*.wHOAahhhh.. Aya nen cheongmal daebak ida~~~~!!! we are like the only malay girls there amongst chineses in the crowd so, somehow .... we are famous.. well not me, but aya chan la.. smua retis tu kenal dia meh~ *gaya ckp pun dah mcm cina sket.hahaha*... The movie was really funny.I got free tic from aya's frens.. hehehe.. aya so cute laaa.. her frens.. 5 chineses girls like met coincidentally at the fair, and they ended up fangirling together. LOL.. i was like.. 'huh?? what is this????!! *looking at her poster* and her excited frens when I first met her.. hahahah.. they're so sweetly cute la.... which, reminds me of my old days.. and i truly miss those times..HONESTLY..=_=
Aya told me that Fuiying got a Malay gf.. and I was like..whoah.... *_*.. and she added that Sam still single..and i was like..okay. ~line clear.. hahaha.. *when two crazey girls met, this will happen..pardon us..=_=*
Her bestie, called Ginny is so cute too..And strangely sounds sooo malay..ckp pun x mcm org cina oohhh no wonder.. because her ex was a Malay.. hohohoho... wahhhh.. then, I told aya chan, we should migrate to korea soon, and marry korean namja.. kkkkkk.. so that we can stay there.. no need to travel there like twice a year..xD Well.. before all the money will be sucked up for our crazey interests.=_=..*can't help it..SOB3*..Someone pls hold onto us.xDDDDD
Bla3.. with aya.. and I just realise, while I was away strangling*cough2* w/ heartbroken,tears,(huh???!), worries bout exam, and get annoyed w/ slow intenet connection, I had totally lost it..'my other world' T_T... I was so jealous and feeling admirable at her while she told me all their stories with those korean chingus.. awwww.. so sweet lah.. *for some reason, I miss attaching myself to k-ness xD..*.and my Korean proficiency is slowly fading..T.T which is a pity!!!! I shall go back to KP and take the formal klass again.. hmmmmmm.
oK, NUFF the spazz..shall back to reality.. Well.. sometimes, it feels refreshing.. to do these crazey things.. xDDD.. and for some reason........ It reminds me of ... lotsa ppl.. that I had lost connection with.. sob3...... I meant.. my international frens... huhuhu.. May be I'm just not good at keping in touch.. hmmmmmmm.. NVM..ppl come and go..and only sp people will remain.. right??=)
I should have bought that..and that.. and that.. ahhhhhh.. i just realised, it has been a long time since the last time I pampered myself w/ gadget shopping *pouting*.
this.. all because of this thing.. hahaha..*cambest je..nak try je.. nak try je..eh, dah terbeli pla..=_=*.pheww..habislahhhhhhh lepas ni kau makan bubur je bihaa..=_=
Wi-Fi modem..RM58 for 8GB per month..free modem, and speed pun mantopp..bley share2 dgn mmber..hehehe~*tu yg ptg..!* kellas.. saiz pun ok2 jer.ringan dibawa kemana-mana. so, pe lgi, layan je la kan.. hehe.. bleh gak wat keje kat bilik nnt next sem duk ayam tuh.. huh~ yg ptg, no contract,bley terminate bebile mau.. say yohooo.. and bleh nak hold untuk month mana2 yg tanak pkai, so dorang tak charge that month, n continue for the next..tade masalah.. hmm niceu.. pastu, plg lawak, sbb ak dtg lmbat, so free gift dah hbs, tnggal, voucher memanah je.. well~
Hmm ekcelli sbb mcm da bosan guna umobile..so ubah angin la kan.lalala.. celcom pun da pnah guna dlu2.. and abg promoter tu cam sungguh2 sgt promote.. so, ak pkir, why not give a try kan..heh~
coverage nya pun pun lg besau.. hmm..ok la kan~
Ak tatau nak wat pe dgn nmber umobile nih..tukau nmber dgn ayah ku lah.. lgpun, ak rs dah tiba masa ak tukar taliponn..wheheheeh..xDDD hdup mesti ke arah perubahan.. ehh?*ada kaitan ker??* layan jerrrrrrrrr
p/s: Hmm.for some reason, I have a mix feeling for tomorrow.. I should look forward to it right..right right????!!!>_< It's the thing I really wanted to do..... hmmm..
Someone is slowly forgetting me.. sob3... May be cause I always be annoyance to him..Told him ady, don't be fren w/ me anymore. He shouldn't come to me anymore, when I totally ignored him last time..but whyyyy?? why keep coming keep coming..and keep coming..tsk3... he ignored that..My chingus said, he may be ego.Don't wana admit his feeling.. Hmm.I dunno la.. may be he's not ready.. he has so many things in hand now..(fOR SOME REASON, i remmbered someone's phrase to me.. 'jgn smpi bila pintu hati ak dah tutup, time tu, baru pintu hati ko nak terbukak.."... hmm manusia ni kan.. bila bende tu dah takde, baru nak hargai kan..biasalah tu...)
I dun want to add burden on him.. while I cannot be a truly supporter to him..at least, I kenot be a burden.. but what to do.. always did the other way round..hing..forgive me yaaa~~sobs2... T.T then, why always play w/ my feeling.. hingg.. *this maiden heart of mine..* and hurt his feeling many2 times..I should be more understanding.. Well.. I did.. But... just that.. sometimes, I get too emotional.. ugh.. I'm just an annoyance may be.. sob3..T.T. well.. I think i'm too much too. tsk2.......I feel guilty..hing.......~ Or may be, I'm just thining too much, while it's actually nothing..ha-ha~ *gila ke ape aku nih..=_=*..dilemma sungguh.over tau.. *tarik nafas*
Well, single is always the best.. maksud saya.. single feeling.. ha-ha. not attaching heart to anyone.. no heartbroken, no nanes.. no rindu,,(erk..?*).. But jyeah.. apa boleh bwat, aku ni gatal sangat nak jugak cintan cintun.*hahahaha*.rs nak lempang diri sendiri*.hmmph~
Hmmm.. Update blog ni mcm gaya balas dendam sbb tak dpt nak update betui2.. dah bape lama dah.. haha.. mengarut apa dah ni. bagusnya korang baca smpai last..hehehehehehexD
K lar, I nak pegi gosok baju untuk besok.. hmm.~
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