330 is nothing for you..

Staring..at the blank screen..
Another person crossed her mind..
How long did they last..friendship...

You and her.. at the end,
The gap..
Isn't they tried too much?
Or may be just her..

You will never understand her,
Just how she can't understand people..
Below her.. Isn't you realise..
May be you not..
Just like she did...

330 is nothing for you..
But most of the thing for her,
Countless of time..
You will never understand

Buy the same shoes,
Buy the same clothes,
Live the same condition,
Will you understand her feeling...?

Sorry that she left,
Sorry that she gave up,
May be that's not only..
The reason..... although most of it..
The story of the girl's friendship..

-NJ-

Left pieces of you..

Today, the girl once again..
Build up her courage..
Clicking.. the pictures..
Again..

Girl, what are you looking..
Evaluating?..that..
How much geu neom mean to you..
Or.. how much have you able..
To run.. and not being entangled..
with..PAST..

Music is on..
Through Red HD.. her precious..
Wavering? How much she wondered..
1 percent, 30 percent? 50 percent..
Unsure..

Something is changing..
Always, she learned.. another chapter..
In one's life..
How would rainbow appear without rain..

Pieces of you.. disappear forever..
will you..?

-NJ-

Memories..

That..
Memories, if I were to recall..
Are something precious..How do I put in words..
I wonder..
*****

Sing, music, instrument, percussion..
melodies.. Always make her heart feel content,
That, passionately things she cherished..
At least..for the good years she'd spent..
As a student.. 학셍~

The applause, cheer, tears,..
Still in mind.. clearly, every time she recalled,
It never failed to appear,
Like a recording videos..
No matter how much being replayed..

As if traveling time capsule,
Remembering good times,
occasionally gives strength,
consolation gifts.. to one's heart..
When things get hard..
Not a bad thing.. isn't it...

-NJ- 

Korea Plaza KL:D

*mode excited*.. I was shotlisted for the class. Korean lang class level 2 at KTO..  I even screecap the list from the website  .. Alhamdulillah.=D
.. I was so scared not gonna make it..since I sent it late... when I applied for it, thought already full.T.T. But hey, why level 2..haha.. cuz I think I know a bit bout korean lang. well, at least already familiar with those hangeul.hehe.. and..i act finished my level1 at ttmk..well.on9.=_=. but ttmk is the best 'teacher' for me so far>_<~ ..So so so so..may be some of you might be interested bout this thing.. And today I feel so generous to share some of the tips that might be useful for you.hoho.

KOREA PLAZA is like a place/organisation where you can get infos bout korea thingy.. The office is located at Menara Hapseng, KL.. nowadays, they opened FREE korean lang lessons*_*~. twice  a year...Each level will be conducted for 3 months.. but only once a week..U can choose which class u want to join.. they only have level 1 n 2 for now.hoho.. the teachers are Korean.yeah. ^^~  But, since how much korean culture have been invading our country, and the demand for the class seems increased like a lot as well. So, u must first, be the mmber at the organisation..ahh..it's called saranghaeyo Korea club (SKC)...of course, they'll be a fee.. RM20 for lifetime mmbership.. hmm.and U'll get to enjoy all sort of benefits from them... last time they aren't so strict like this.. whereby non-member of SKC may also applied for the FREE language class.. oH, i forgot, they also opened a dancing class.. for kpop songs.. hmm.. But I passed that for now.. =_=''..  and cooking class(my fav class*_*) every Tuesday.. well.not necessarily every week~ usually twice a month.~

Besides that, you might also experience to try hanbok(korean traditional clothing) at KoREA Plaza and take picture>_< I've tried like 3 times already.kkkk~ In addition to that,they have information bout maps, places to visit, and offering discount coupons for shopping stuffs, and trasportation card.. (wait, I sound like a spokeperson for Korea Plaza).=_=.... Well, I was thinking to do my internship there.. But I'm not so sure if that what I really want.. haha.. well, anyway, if you want to get more info bout Korea Plaza, you may go to their website.. They are very active as well, and sometimes opened a contest to win flight ticket to korea*_*~.. However, things has gotten compettive these days, like I said before, HALLYU has been invading our country.kkkkk..

http://www.visitkorea.com.my/

I'm so excited for my first formal class.. REALLY!! and that's why I even make it into blogentry like this.I've always wanted to join ever since they opened the first batch of the class back in 2009/2010 if not mistaken.. But due to VARIOUS circumstances, and limited time frame, I always had to let go the opportunity..T.T BUt this time, I'm not going to let go>_< kkk

And and.. and.. I forgot to say, I'm done w/ my 1st paper today..*hoyeahhh*.. ctu553 sayonaraaaa~ >_<.. Hopefully what I've study, and revise, will not only stop at pieces of paper only.=.='' 

Final Examination

Finally.. My second semester is about to end (YEZZA)~.. My first CTU553 paper that would be tomorrow.. I hope everything goes well....
Aida scolded me cuz she thought I won't like this last sem(sem 1).. she said I played too much.. Hmm.. I ddn't study etc.. T_T..

I was like..Really??.. I think I'm always like this.. since... since kindergarten? =_='' Cuz last sem she isn't my rommate so she dunno me and what I've been doing in my room.hoho..

But yeah..I'm so thankful, that at least she cared and worried bout me.haha.. like seeing me playing too much, that might ruin my pointer. *sweat*

May be I played too much w/o realising?? =_=''' ah well, it's better to study smart right.. haha~..that, what my teachers always said anyway~~

Hmm... honestly, I'm not ulat buku, hate doing notes *Only doing cuz i thought it helps to summarise what I've read... *cuz I hate handwriting..*.. =_=''.. Although I tried my best to improve, but I just simply hate it, cuz I need to write slowwwwwly to control my handwriting..*rollingeyes*

Hmm.. not much of sharing..=_=.. Boring story. kkkk~ I hope I'll do well.. No, I HAVE TO!! I MUST DO WELL~~ OR I'LL HATE MYSELF =_=..  *since my OGA is that ** only* T.T

However, for this final exam, I don't feel so pressure, more likely to say, I'm enjoying the exam mode? eh..? =_='' more to like to strive and get better pointer, I'd likely to challenge my OWN knowledge, my OWN achievement, of living in this world, being this big *blah3*..  Isn't this is good people? U should try it as well. haha~ Don't feel pressure with exam.. it's just pieces of paper. Not gonna ruin you, unless u allowed it~~ My teacher said, even if u struggle hard during LAST MINUTE, there's high possibility u might  stuck on the exam day~ hoho. I've experienced those during my a-level time~ >_< I just can't jot down or 'release' the answer from my head tho I knew it... Screwed ... heh~ But don't take it lightly as well.. hoho.. Just do your best and the rest, BERSERAH pd ALLAH , and betulkan niat sblm belajr, bukan semata-mata exam.. hoho.~ *nasehat kepd dri sendiri jugee*

I forgot to say, while doing my revision, it's kinda fascinating, cuz I'm type of person who has no interest in politics, but doing revision about history like this, give me more knowledge especially about my OWN COUNTRY~ hoho.. interesting.. well for me.. ah, u must be thinking I'm a weird girl.. *wutever~*

Gahh.. 3 o'clock now. better get some sleep, *for skin , and brain~~*

Nite yeom~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 새해 복 많이 받으세요 :)

Alhamdulillah. Another year has passed.. and we're still breathing in this temporary world..
Natsukashi deshou?>_<~ The last time I made this kind of post (at my other blog.=p), whoahh.I stated 2011 was filled w/ so many huge events, life turnover.. yeah.. That year 2011 was exactly for me..

Now.. refrelcting of what had happened in 2012.. Everything were again. new to me, everday was exiting, everyday was awesome.. Who know for those short period, I've been studying at 2 different universities. haha~ Who knows I fled to Sabah all the way.. whoah~ really something.. yeah.. I did stated during the 1st day of 2012, that for this year of 2012, something new.. is awaiting for me.. something... unexpected..? >_<~ and my prediction was nearly correct. kkkk.. well, not bad 2012*_*~ So, these are summary out of it..

1) For the 1st time I experienced spring season in kOREA! DAEEEBAK i dould say*_*~
2) I went to Korea again in Sept w/ my bestie, and experienced of 'mother loosing doter at shopping complex' situation.kkkk
3) I went to Sabah and finished my 1st sem there as a TOURISM STUDENT =DDDD.
4) I moved to Melaka, and cont. the remaining of my semesters here>_<~
5) I... *secret..* >__<
6) Reunion w/ ZEAdeul~>_<
7) I quit... *secret* =.=''


In addition of all that, I felt something about me is changing.. May be my hobby? My style?*_* my preference? perception? personality? way of thinking?? well, almost everything>_<~ I'm not sure if this is part of growing process(well, it should be~!haha).. but it was not bad at all =DD

phewww.. HOWEVER, I can't believe, I'm still single. HAHAHA~ Well, it doesn't matter As long as we're happy, right??^__^ True love will come.. when it's the time to come~ hoho.. is it?? =_=... *krik3*..

Well, put that away for awhile..=_=.. I have learn more about people, whose before I tend to ignore, simply cuz i've no interest?No time to care? >_< Or may be Im so immersed w/ my korea-ish obsession =_=''.. or im being ignorant? oh, whatever it is, I'm still innoncent type*wink2* HAHAHA~

2013?? Hmm.. Honestly, is not as blurry of what I thought 2012 would be for me, but still,  I have a feeling, it's not gonna be as surprising as 2012. Instead, I really wish, really hope that, everyday, the remaining days, the short future days I'm gonna walk soon, is something filled with warmth.. of cares, love, and happiness.... I want to be the person that can make people happy, and useful .. especially to those who cares and love me.. of course, my family~~ and besties~~ yeah.. EVERYONE~~~~ I hope so~^^

비하 힘내!~

Lost in Korea

Last time I stated I wanted to share about my story in KOrea. hehe..
So I went w/ my besties, MissB and Miss H. That day was Wednesday, where we had to send back Ms B to Incheon airport cause she has to go back earlier for job interview.T_T.
We decided to shop at Namdaemun Market before sending her off. IDK why but that day, I was kinda in a bad mood.. well.. Maybe cuz of 'that'?? =_=. ~wutever, past is past~~
Anyway, I refused to be the tour guide cuz I dunno. So, I said, today is Ms H job to b our tour guide. So, I just follow your direction. I passed the subway map to her inside train that morning.. OTW to namdaemun.. So, we arrived at seoul st. to change train .. and I just said. where are u going? cuz i REALISED Miss H went to different direction. Act.I'm just joking around by saying that i want her to b tour guide of the day.really..I didn't expect her to take it serious..=.='.. of course, how could i JUST ASKED THEM, when i ALREADY promised to take care of them...T.T..

Back to the story, Miss B was in confusion instead seeing how me and miss h went to different direction. So, she shouted my name~ Biha, I lost of H. =_=. It happened in a split second. So, I turn back, and trackback the path miss H followed.. Then, I realised, none~! I couldn't see any sign of her.. T.T.. lost.. yeah.. I LOST HER!~

flashback a bit.. at the place where we stayed, we met this one old married couple.. they always love to travel around.. hmm. the day before we lost Miss H, the ajumma(wifeu) shared a scary story about how a foreigner got kidnapped by cleaner ajumma while she went to toilet alone, and her friends waited outside.... only to be found like 5 years later, with all her linb being cut.. etc.. it happened that it was an organ sindiket. whuhu..scary T__T..  so, the ajumma advised us to be careful and don't let your fren be alone in toilet. go together.

Back to story again, yes.. u were right.. that was what in my mind the moment I lost her.. I went upstairs, leaving the train platform, and to the autogate, but i couldn't see her. We thought of all possibilities that she might go down again, when she realised she had lost us.. So, we went to platfrm again.. and i RAN from one side to the other side.. u know how looong the train in kOREA is.. it was really long.... =.='' We even shouted her name, LOUDLY.. randomly... and all ppl there were like.. "what are these 2 girls are doing".. bUT at that tme, I don't care anymore else. i JUST HOPE to meet her.. Just that.. i ONLY want that... I don't care about anything else.. I tried to call her ph. but.. roaming on her ph didn't work..T.T worse right.. So, we couldn't contact her.. Miss B said, may be she already went to namdemun ahead of us.. or, go back to GH.. I dunno.. I can't think of anything.. cuz i HONESTLY thought she's under my care. Kinda like i TREAted her like small child.. aigooo.=_=.I'm the one who didn't understand about my bestie at all.T__T.... I keep saying.. No, no, she dunno.. miss b argued, but she has the map.. hmm...I was contemplating.. So, we went to auto gate again.. and keep arguing.. then, mISS B said, she saw her went to platform..but she not sure.. So, we chased after 'that someone'..Only. to to realised, we have already again.. lost in our finding..T.T

Can I cut the story?? terlalu pnjnglah.. hish.. So, ktorang pun naik atas, then jumpa sorang ajusshi. he asked, "u two looked lost.. may i help u?" aww.. ada juga org yg prihatin.. so, we story from a - z. then, he asked to wait while he went to the station office.. few mnts/seconds later, an ajumma came out, and asked us to go inside the office.. huhu.. so, again, we story from a-z.. She made announcement at the station..but in korean language.. she said, may be your fren already went to GH.. But we keep inssting that she is the least independent amongst us.. aigoo.=_=''.. We stayed at the office like almost 1 hour.. we even asked if we can view the cctv... yes, I did cried.t.t MIss b TOO. we were so worried to death.. BuT somehow, im so glad miss b is with me. she was rather calm..*_*~.. different from me hu keep assuming negative thoughts..like endless.=_=''' *blame the ajumma at our GH*.

So, we went to platform again, cuz Miss B said she remembered the exact door/gate we get off from the train.. ..buT ajumma said, cctv cannot be viewed by anyone.. but it seems like the nice ajumma nego w/ the officer head seeing how pitiful us two .=_=''' sob3... she even asked me to do the accnouncement.. lol.I was like..can I do that? then.. I made announcement in Malay, and English... for the malay, i said sth like this..  biha, it's not time to be nervous!! So i did..." H, ko kat mane?? ni aku, biha, and B... kalau kau dengar ni, kitorang tgh tunggu kat office.. kat seoul st. office.. datang tau.. H, datang tau! kitorang tunggu'.. *soinformaliknow* =_=...

Then, ajumma wrote something like announcement words on her computer.. and even asked me to correct any grammatical mistake.=_=.. cuz she said she'll instruct announcement to be made at all subway st. in Seoul.Waw.. For some reason, I thought.. thing has gone like really serious...=_=''' then, we waited again.. brainstorming of any possibilities of Miss H wherebouts.. we decided to go back to GH. bEFORE that, we called our fren, Mr T who studied there (Yes,I love alphabets.=_=)... and he was like *krik3*... speechless I supposed on the phone.haha. but for some reason, I'm seeing all ppl kinda calm.. lol.. only us two like worried too much??=_=...  so, we leave his ph nmber there, since we don't have any. and promised we'll call him every 10 mnts or so, to get update.. OTW back, i JUST REalised, it's almost time mss B need to go to Incheon.T.T... whaa.. at this point, i WAS THINKING, so,I'll be alone searching for Miss H.. this is really2 scary.. bUT i said to myself, it's ok.. I can do this... I wll carry on the duty.. (Act I don't mind being alone, but being alone while lost my fren in a FOREIGN PLACE, somehow, is beyond scary..T.T.)..

Mss B keep asking me, how to go to incheon.. blah.. and i was kinda worried too, that she'll get lost on her way.. bUT I've no choice but to believe in my frens. right... so, I taught her how to get to airport..i NEVER been so serious like that, while 'coaching' someone.. hmmm.. =_='''

So, we arrived at GH... so damn nervous.. Even on subway, I keep praying, pls be there, pls be there pls be there.... I asked mss b... "camne kalau H takde?" then, miss b replied " ak tak tau bila next time aku akan jumpa dia lagi.." T.T. so scary then, i replied.. " Ok, miss B, u better shut up.." T.T...

At GH... we saw her shoe.. that still there since the morning we left.. at the ajumma's room.. cuz ajumma will help to repair he shoe, by sending to cobbler nearby.. then, i was so worried.. which means, she haven't pick up her shoe that yet.. so, meaning, she isn't there... that.. what miss b thougt..=_=..

BUT.. suddenly, a yellow coat figure that seems familiar came out from the kitchen.. "Biha! B!~!! korang pegi mana??" w/ innoncent smile, that person asked  T__T...
We were like  "H!!!! ." then, we had a group hug on the spot..T.T miss b burst into tears.. T.T i had cried enuf at the office.. We said sorry to her, blah3.. then, she was like clueless of what had happend.=_='' 

Miss B keep saying sorry to her, cuz she scolded her few days before.. well, these 2 ppl fought alot... then, I had to be the middle person.. kkkkkk =_='' Anyway, so, problem solved.. hoho.. at the end, I just realised, may be I'm being over paranoid.. =_=.. I forgot my frens also the same age of mine.. of course they can take care of themselves.. so, that day, I learned something more.. about my frens.. =)..
We then phoned MrT saying that we had reunited =_=..

Funny thing, Miss H just laughed like non-stop when we tell the the full story and that we made announcemnt at the st. and even the cctv thingy.=_=..

But I don't care anymore.. Laugh as much as u want>_<, just want to say, thank you Allah for making us reunite again..T____T.. I honestly was thinking I might probbly be scolded by her relatives and my family for not taking good care of my fren there. blah3.. kkkk~=.=''

Since we have plenty of time, we can send Miss B back to epot, and had a bibimap there as well.>_<
*suddenly feel hungry*..

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